Still Alive.

Yes, I know my blog is dead.

But I'm not dead yet.

STILL SURVIVING MY INTERNSHIP!

18 MORE DAYS TO GO :)

Don't really have much to blog nowadays either, you wouldn't wanna know about my working life either. Hahaha! Let's hope that the Gucci Timepiece event this Wednesday would be interesting, so at least I can have something to write about :) 

Gonna see alot of people on Wednesday! Celestina would be attending too :) Also mdc artistes like Joanne Peh & Zhang Yao Dong. Maybe I'm able to snap a photo with them? ;) 

ここにいたこと

If only Aachan or Yuko comes to Singapore,

I will fly to *SCAPE to see them ♥

IF ONLY...

It's my life.

Hmm, I think this hairstyle suits me. As long as I'm able to get rid of that teeny weeny bit of stubborn fats on my face, I will sweep all my hair to the side. Anyway I realised as long as my weight is below 50kg, I don't have to photoshop my face! HAHAHA SERIOUSLY :D just hope it continues to go down down down~ *constantly eating rabbit food everyday*

Having a skinny obsession isn't really a good thing. Yes, it would definitely change your looks & your life if you're willing to work hard for it. Seriously, when you look better, people who chose to ignore you in the past would start to talk to you out of the blue. Which is simply annoying, I would say. But again, behind that 'looks', there's so much of self-torture that would hurt you physically & mentally. 

BUT WELL, THIS IS LIFE. 

EVERYONE WANNA LOOK GOOD. 

SO WHAT TO DO?  .... SIGH

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

I'm on iMac now & I don't know why recently it became super laggy -_- I think my laptop is 2897321 times faster than this antique here. Anyway, I found some super cute photos to share! HAHAHA CAN'T STOP LAUGHING :DDD

3 YEARS AGO....

My best friend :) When she could still see me. 

Jolly was 8 years old then :)

I guess her impression of me would still be this retarded looking face, haha! She used to be my camwhore kaki, but now she don't even know where to look at :( 

HAHAHA THIS PHOTO IS SUPER LAST WARNING! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AT JOLLY AHAHAHA SO CUTEEEEE :)

I'll always remember this ugliest fringe that I've had, 1 day before my birthday.

How horrible.

Okay, that's all. I'll continue to dig more classic photos & post it up to share next time. CAN'T WAIT FOR DINNER @ ASTONS TOMORROW!!! WOOHOO :D 

 With love ♥ , M.

Take a break

It's gonna be week 13 already!!!

5 more weeks to go & I'm done with Internship :)

Anyway, I went to watch Laddaland after work on Friday with my bitches <3 Midnight movie FTW! THE SOUND EFFECTS SCARE THE SHIT OUTTA ME. Fuck, my heart nearly died. I think it's worth my $7 tho! 2 full hours of a mind-fucking Thai horror film. Not bad not bad, do watch it! :)

I don't know why but I dare not go home alone after the movie (this is rather unusual & very NOT me), yeah yeah feelin' like a loser. HAHAHA! So 3 of us chilled at Starbucks from 3:30-6:30am :) Love talking to these 2 girls, we can talk about almost everything, 'cos we've got like nothing to hide from each other :)  So blessed to have them with me, seriously.

Spent my Saturday with my bed, sleeping like a pig for almost the entire day! I THINK I DESERVE A GOOOOOOD REST~ Work is killing me. Feeling rather weird, no gymming session this week :( Nvm, there's still next week.

Stepped on my weighing machine & was so glad to see that I lost weight :) I need to lose like 3kg more till I hit my ideal weight & just tone/maintain from there! Just gotta stick to my current diet plan, it makes me lose weight without losing my boobies & somehow made my boobs grew a cup :P

Shall share one of my secret weapon for losing weight ~

THIS IS AWESOME OKAY :) I just finished my 3rd pack today & went to get my 4th pack in the evening! It's available @ Fairprice-$9+ (can't seem to find it at Cold Storage :/) ~ Yes, it's rather pricey but I don't mind investing that amount of money every week for my daily breakfast! :) Yummeh~

Losing my sanity.

Almost 2 weeks have passed...

There's so much things running through my head.

Mainly family, work, relationship.

Family - My situation here is rather screwed up. Not as awesome as you thought it would be, seriously. I might have to work my ass off to get my own pocket money & all the shit. Fuck my life seriously, I shall not say much, too personal. It's just pretty fucked up.

Work - 6 more weeks to the end of internship, feeling very stressed (yes, that's working life i've got nothing to say seriously). I swear I wouldn't skip lesson or slack in class anymore. School is so much better, so you guys who are in school currently better appreciate what you have now!!! I can't wait to go back in semester 2, photoshop, illustrator & final cut pro wait for me <3 Oh & not forgetting my fav boys the cute, the handsome, the smart & the cool aka my fyp mates :))

Relationship - This one is also another fucked up one, although everything has ended. After this incident, I fear of being into a relationship. It's a damn scary thing, because you'll get emotional all the time, get paranoid every now & then, fearing that you will lose your bf/gf anytime & all these kind of shit. 

LIKE, WHY SUFFER? 

ISN'T LOVE SUPPOSED TO BE SWEET?

I dare to say that I've kinda destroyed that woman (which I can't be bothered now), but on the other hand, he destroyed me completely. Not physically, but mentally. Because of this, my mind-set now is somewhat screwed up, sometimes I even think that I'm having split-personalities or something. I start to lose my self-esteem, my morale, my confidence & everything just because I FEAR. I fear that history would repeat itself if we are together again, I fear my next relationship would end up in the same fucking way, I fear of this, I fear of that. Yes, I'm like living in fear and torturing myself every single day. Things that I shouldn't be doing are becoming my habits, because I'm too used to it now. No, I shall not say what are the things I did because it's not glam at all & I don't want people to judge me. 

I just think I'm starting to lose myself & I can't help it.

For now, I just want to be single with no strings attached to anyone. Play, flirt, do whatever I want to do, as long as it's legal. Wait till I've learned to trust a person, then I'll learn to love again. 


If not, I will die single.

Acceptance

Finally edited finish (almost) all of the USS photos!

PREPARE FOR PHOTO SPAM TMR BITCHES ;D

Super sorry for the late update!

* * *


Yes, this is just the first ever challenge we've faced & there might be more to come. But if you're willing to change, I'd be willing to face all these challenges with you.

"Acceptance", you need to give me time for this.

It's all too much

WOULD BLOG ABOUT MY USS TRIP SOON!!! :)

Initially I didn't wanted to blog about it, due to the sudden break-up one day after. BUT BUT BUT it would be sucha waste if I don't post up those nice photos I took on that day!!! Moreover, Ivan & me are on good terms now, so I wouldn't mind to feature his retarded face on my blog. HAHAHAHA!

Till then~

With ♥,
M.

* * *

讓愛重生

I can't stop crying as I listen to this song.
It consist of all the words I wanna say to you.

* * *

On another hand, I'm glad that all the misunderstandings are cleared. Hope you learnt from your lesson this time round :) I'll still be your best-est friend like how I used to be when we were in Year 1 Sem 1 okay!

Friends for life, till the day we are ready to start all over again.
If that day ever comes...

ViViD colours.

Honestly speaking, I still can't accept the fact that ViViD would be coming to Singapore.

It's not a dream yes, it's not a dream...

VIVID IS REALLY COMING TO SG!!!! \(T__T)/

I was still doing work in the office, then I saw twitter updates from my fellow friends that ViViD would be attending this year's Sundown Festival! I WENT LIKE... "ZOMG WTF ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDIN' ME?! VIVID IS COMING? I CAN SEE KO-KI LIVE IN SINGAPORE? WTF?!"

So happy till I feel like tearing, seriously. but i can't lah! If I'm at home or in school I'll probably scream like some mad woman HAHA! :DDD /happpygirl1991~ Soomin & me was still talking to msn, remembering the times ViViD came to our ameblo blog & peta-ed us every now & then. Someone still go Soomin's blog like everyday lor... *ehem* HAHAHA CUTE BOYS <3

Finally there's something to look forward to;

Can't wait for November to come :)

Trying to keep this space alive.

I've been MIA-ing for quite sometime already...

IT'S TIME TO BLOG. 

If not this place would be soooo dead :/

 10 May 2011

Went for this event managed by my company, it's like an eye-wear media presentation kinda thing. So all of us went down to help out :) I got to reach ION at 8AM, which was like omgwtfzomgbbq (T__T) Nevertheless, I still managed to reach on time ;)

It was raining heavily in the morning, hence I used this effect.

Yeah, that's one of the view from ION Sky (level 55/56) Pretty cool, but then again, nothing much to see. Singapore buildings & architectures look pretty much the same anyways.

Cute quotes on the window panels! :)

Not only quotes, but also information regarding about the different kind of clouds that are floating by in the sky! :D

Yeah, they provide you with directions as well! Which direction to look at if you wanna see the sunset~

Or where to see places like Bukit Timah Hill, Johor, Newton, Scotts Road... etc.

This is how ION Sky looks like! (okay it's just a very posh/atas place to view the whoel of Orchard Road lah)

Okay the eye-wear panels are there because of the event, without the panels it'll look rather spacious! Kinda like the place & the toilet also very nice. HAHAHA! SERIOUS. The entrance fee to ION Sky is $16/Adult ~ Honestly, I wouldn't pay that amount just to go up there. Thank god my company have got an event at this venue, SO FOC YAY :D

Me & my dearest partner NattyNatalie! :)

Anyway, my job for that day was to stand there, smile, shake hand, intro myself & lead the guest(s) up to the presentation area. All the media people (editors, writers, stylists...etc) looks damn cool please.

After the event, we went to Marmalade Pantry for lunch! ;) 

Almost of them ordered this "Crabmeat Pasta", I was like "WOAH, GOT SO NICE ANOT?!" So I tried as well! Still expecting to see those NTUC crabmeat (the pink processed ones), but it turned out to be REAL crabmeat. Chey, no wonder it's $22. BUT DEFINITELY WORTH EATING, IT'S SO YUMMY :P

* * *

It's Vesak Day, supposedly had a date with my mom but she ended up putting me aeroplane (direct translation), tsk -.- So I asked boyf if he wanna come and find me & yeah, he's more than willing to. HAHAHAH I THINK.

Decided to prepare dinner for him, I know like it's damn random. 'Cos I was thinking... I still had 2 more Hanjuku Eggs from yesterday *I'll show a simple tutorial in the next post!!!*, initially wanted to share with my mom but since she can't make it, so I shall leave it for my boyf. But I don't wanna eat those eggs with cheapo Maggi noodles, like it doesn't blend at all lah -_- (I spend one whole fucking day soaking it in soy sauce leh!)

SO... I went all the way to the Isetan Supermaket @ Orchard just to get 2 packets of these, some pork belly & seaweed :)

TADAHHHH! MY FAV JAP INSTANT NOODLES! It's like friggin' nice, unlike all the local/common instant noodles you see in supermarket. The soup is so damn awesome please *drooools* ~ Btw, it's $2.65 per pack! Quite affordable, you should try~ cfm no regrets :)

End product! :) See I can cook, I can be a good wife!
ANYONE WANNA MARRY ME? HAHAHHA
WTF, THICK-SKIN. K I'M JUST JOKING LOL~~

黒雪の豚肉ラーメン
(kuroyuki's pork belly ramen)
ONLY AVAILABLE @ 黒雪屋!!!

* 黒雪屋 = KUROYUKI YA* HAHAHAHA
-INSIDE JOKE-

* * *

Alright, I shall update my blog soon ;)

GOOD NIGHT, LOVELY PEEPS! ♥
(ahahaha~ i know my act cute face is damn fail) 

Oh please do me a favour before you leave!!!
Help me click on my nuffnang ads! Thank you so much :)